London After Midnight, Cruxshadows, Apoptygma Berzerk, Bella Morte, Mortiis, Blutengel, 45 grave, Depeche Mode, Rammstien, VnV Nation, Wolfsheim and etc.

Prince of the night by Jasmine Cresswell
Dark of the moon by Susan Krinard

First and Foremost My Mother for I wouldn't be here without her, Two My Family of whom support me, Third Sean a huge inspiration to my soul.

I am no hero and not a saint I have made many mistakes in my seemly short life. I am a recovered drug addict, I am a animal lover and most of all I am myself. I don't really dress up alot mainly because I don't feel the need to do so. I have skills in areas that of which I probly will never persue in this lifetime. I don't find hard tasks to be all that hard, I tend to not know myself in the dark. I dream of a creature that only exist in my sleep, I live a daily life indoors from the petty hindrous world keeping my feelings and heart well gaurded. My poems all come directly from my heart and soul, my poems are the only insight into a secert world of which is pure and untainted by hate and corruption.
There are three things in my life of which I treasure the most and they are My guitar, My family and My music. About one year ago on May 4th I got ttired of existing and attempted sucide, though it was unsuccessful i learned alot about the childish ways I was dishing myself out to everyone. Many were taking advantage of me, those people are no longer around me. I had to relearn who I was and discovered that I lack therefore I am. I am who I am and Nothing more or less. though Being proud of my mistakes and sin I take no part but I do know what I've Done. I am a open Book Read me.